love runs deep
love runs deep. evryone has love but it's not always at the surface.sometimes we don' t know that we love until everything around it is shaken so all that remains still and constant is that love. love connects us. we all have love at some level for something, and we share it at times that call for it to be shown or expressed. I love Bob. I love Kevin. Those two men have affected me in ways I''m just starting to see. man I'm gonna mis him. I already do , even though I haven't seen him in almost five years.
death hurts. it hurts deeply it burns the mind and feels the soul with it's fingers of pain. there is something about death that makes it scary and unique. death is a mystery, no one knows death, they see it but it cannot be studied. it is final. it hurts. it is NOT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN!! that is why it hurts, it's not the way we're suppose to be. God never intended us to die. it's a perversion of life. the physical result of our sin, the wages of sin is death.
Bob is one of the nicest people I've ever met. he's the most vulgar, coarse, loud man I've ever met, but there is a love in him that just poors out. everyone who hears his dirty jokes or language can tell he's harmless. And his son was just like him, oh how sad this day is...............................................what a life he lived what a musician, what taste for music, the man, the dude, Godo, Kevin Leonard. God rest his soul, please!!!!!!!!!!!pain, tears, love, laughter, family, knowledge, understanding, compassion, it's all here in my heart, I pour it out to his family.
death hurts. it hurts deeply it burns the mind and feels the soul with it's fingers of pain. there is something about death that makes it scary and unique. death is a mystery, no one knows death, they see it but it cannot be studied. it is final. it hurts. it is NOT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN!! that is why it hurts, it's not the way we're suppose to be. God never intended us to die. it's a perversion of life. the physical result of our sin, the wages of sin is death.
Bob is one of the nicest people I've ever met. he's the most vulgar, coarse, loud man I've ever met, but there is a love in him that just poors out. everyone who hears his dirty jokes or language can tell he's harmless. And his son was just like him, oh how sad this day is...............................................what a life he lived what a musician, what taste for music, the man, the dude, Godo, Kevin Leonard. God rest his soul, please!!!!!!!!!!!pain, tears, love, laughter, family, knowledge, understanding, compassion, it's all here in my heart, I pour it out to his family.
posted by Jason at 9:49 PM
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thanks for sharing your feelings and for talking about death. in my experience of losing people i love, no one ever wants to talk about death, for various reasons, but i thank you for being bold and facing it for what it is.
When i worked at Red Robin, it was just me and one other guy, CJ who were supervisors. one week after i quit working there, CJ died in a horrible car accident. There's now a memorial sign on the road that he was killed on. I didn't know him WELL, it was a simple buisness relationship, but i really fought with God over his death. When i first met CJ i gave up on him. I had no hope for his salvation, and no respect for his lifestyle. When he died i really struggled with God. Had God given up on him too? Did God assume there was no hope for his salvation and let death run it's course? Many a thing i do not understand about this God of ours, but one day we will see His face and know His heart and rest assured of His will.
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