Tuesday, September 13, 2005

talk to me.....

so I got msn messenger now so I can talk in real time. I don't completely know how to use it, but I think I get most of it. those of you with more knowledge of it please feel free to fill me in on the details.
I put some emails of people on it on it says there not online (that much i understand...) but who of you has it and doesn't, not that I'll always use it and bug you. But if a conversation is something we want to have, so be it.

feeling a little better today. I've been training someone the past two days so work has been pretty easy. She knows what she's doing, hence the ease.
It is staring to really set in and bother me that i really don't have much of a social life. well at least no group of christian friends my own age. I had such a good time seeing you all, I really needed it, I felt myself again...briefly. I need to hang out more often instead of coming home and watching a movie or going online. It doesn't generally promote creativity or righteousness in any large amount.
I've been listening to a lot a music recently and wanting to play more, but I have no motivation to play, I'm in a creative dry spot AGAIN!! I hate it it is so depressing. All I do whenever I pick up my guitar, which is almost never, is play my old songs, which isn't bad but it's just boring. AND have you ever noticed that when your feeling romantically lonely you notice evry song that talks about it? Tonight on the way home this Police song was on and the chorus was "I'm lonely, so lonely" !! It was really rocking and catchy so I cranked it, then I caught what they were saying and i laughed outloud. You know one of those "frustrated, knowing" laughs? It was priceless. But of course.....no one was around to hear it. ...............ironic, huh? :)
This is probably one of my most normal blogs, where I'm actually telling it how it is and not just reflecting and tyyping my deep thoughts and feelings. It's just right there with no bells and whistles. oh well. enough for now

14 Comments:

Blogger TonyandKaylen said...

I have messanger, but dont necessarily want to broadcast my e-mail address. It's not too hard to figure out, and is a pretty big part of my life- sadly enough.
You should use this time of 'romantic lonliness' as a great opportunity for songs. A lot of great songs were written out of this period in peoples' lives.
Is the song you're referring to the one that sounds like chipmunks? (Alvin and the chipmunks)

10:34 PM  
Blogger Jason said...

yeah, the song kinda did. Well Sting is a rather high singing tenor so I guess he sounded like Alvin

Damn, I've been blog-spammed. It's my first one.

10:43 PM  
Blogger TonyandKaylen said...

Mmm.. probably not the song I'm thinking of. Tis a funny one though

Give me your email, or put it in code, and I'll add you

10:53 PM  
Blogger leslie said...

yea jason, i dont even know what your email is to add you to my msn. but i am on with my canada.com one, so i also dont want to broadcast it but i bet you know. if not email me at the hotmail one and ill reply withthe canada.com one. what a process

6:50 PM  
Blogger Jason said...

my email is my last name and my age 6 years ago @riconnect.com

8:00 PM  
Blogger Jason said...

how's that for a puzzle?

8:01 PM  
Blogger TonyandKaylen said...

unfortunetly i dont know your last name OR your age.... darn

8:57 PM  
Blogger Jason said...

okay more clues...this is fun. my age: I'm four years older than Leslie and Brittanie. If they are the same age right now. minus six.

last name: it sounds like a famous christmas character, you see this person on coke bottles, but you have to put a "b" in the place of the first letter.

hopefully that's enough, if not let me know.

10:06 PM  
Blogger TonyandKaylen said...

oh right, i remember being in the hot tub and discussing your age.... we'll see if i get it right

11:27 AM  
Blogger leslie said...

brit and i are different ages right now, if i am not mistaken. but jason with that last name clue you might have just as well said it - if you were trying to be vague for the sake of internet security. if however you were just making a fun riddle than i have one:
no, just kidding

9:04 PM  
Blogger TonyandKaylen said...

jason did you get my email? if not i got it wrong

9:26 PM  
Blogger amelia said...

did you get mine?

10:57 AM  
Blogger Jason said...

Kaylen: yes and no , I answered both questions

Amy:yes

8:30 PM  
Blogger amelia said...

hurrah! i got it right. guess i could have checked the yearbook, but amy is a lazy girl. remember debby? she was lazy too.

11:26 AM  

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