What dreams may come?
Oh, how the Lord renews and restores the lives of his children. Many times the Lord has restored my heart mind and soul, always needed and always good.
Time again for renewal and understanding has come. My heart has been hardened with shame, guilt and indifference. My mind has been filled and duped with junk not of God. I must be smarter than the world's ways and lies. I must honor the Lord with all things in my life, not just my time. I must honor those around me, my friends, my famiily, my coworkers. I am a dishonorable person in a lot of my life. I have been shamed by my own foolishness, and it has been wiped away by the Blood of the Lamb. I am perfect in God's sight, though not in the flesh. What great mystries we have been granted to us!!
Great is the Lord and mighty is His Name.
I have wasted so much of my life............
So much has been thrown out for imediate pleasure.............
so little have I given to the good of others in comparison to what I know I could have given.........
I must apologize to those of you I have offended, sinned against, dishonored, wronged, hurt. I cannot claim ignorance nor unintention, I am responsible, and I am sorry. My heart grieves for those offenses...
And now, I will request prayer for growth and healing, I am a broken man reaching for completeness. An arogant SOB with a wounded heart for the Lord. Thank You for the prayers already prayed and the ones that may come.
ON another note, I have been requested to perform some of my own music for a "walk for life" thing in Oct. I'm siked!!!
Time again for renewal and understanding has come. My heart has been hardened with shame, guilt and indifference. My mind has been filled and duped with junk not of God. I must be smarter than the world's ways and lies. I must honor the Lord with all things in my life, not just my time. I must honor those around me, my friends, my famiily, my coworkers. I am a dishonorable person in a lot of my life. I have been shamed by my own foolishness, and it has been wiped away by the Blood of the Lamb. I am perfect in God's sight, though not in the flesh. What great mystries we have been granted to us!!
Great is the Lord and mighty is His Name.
I have wasted so much of my life............
So much has been thrown out for imediate pleasure.............
so little have I given to the good of others in comparison to what I know I could have given.........
I must apologize to those of you I have offended, sinned against, dishonored, wronged, hurt. I cannot claim ignorance nor unintention, I am responsible, and I am sorry. My heart grieves for those offenses...
And now, I will request prayer for growth and healing, I am a broken man reaching for completeness. An arogant SOB with a wounded heart for the Lord. Thank You for the prayers already prayed and the ones that may come.
ON another note, I have been requested to perform some of my own music for a "walk for life" thing in Oct. I'm siked!!!
posted by Jason at 7:14 PM
1 Comments:
Several years ago, my mom told me "Sometimes God has to bring you to the absolute bottom before he can bring you up again". I was quite young when I heard that and as the years grow, it means more and more to me. It's so true! Many times we have to be broken in order for God to fix us. I know it sounds terrible, but I'm really proud of you for coming to a place of brokeness and realizing all those things in you and especially for realizing that God is what you need, instead of becoming bitter. Isn't it just incredible and mind blowing that despite our horrible ways, He still sees us as perfect??
On your other note: I love the walk for life, and that's so cool that you've been requested to perform!!!
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