where will we all end up?
there is so much noise in this world. so much noise of how important it is to be sexy. to be in style, to not care about anyone but those who are your friends and yourself. It's all about being on the edge of decency, sexuality, style, originality. to keep up is exhausting, I know, I used to try. How do you satisfy those who are in a constant state of wanting more? how do you stay in the "now" as far as style goes? I must keep up with what's going on with their relationship. I have to get that because they have it already. I must be thin because no one will want me. I must fit into this size because if anyone heard what size I wear now they would think I was a beast. I must know what's cool and what's not. He's hot I want him, shes hot I want her... Lets get wasted, thats what weekends are for.
Its insane, its a mad fucking rush to nowhere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its a futile, empty way try and belong. its so sad. its so empty. there is nothing in it. it is the flesh being the flesh. Its "the lust of the flesh, lust of the eyes and the pride of life." or " boasting of what he has and does." so many succumb, so many of God's children seek it and want it. It breaks my heart, mainly because I found out I broke Gods heart when I did it. The things of the world are nothing, they're chaff in the wind, hollow gongs with no sustain or resonance. no meaning, no thought, no hope!!!!!!
There is truly nothing in the world that can satisfy. but many need to learn that, but many don't know the feeling of true satisfaction in Christ because they never went deep enough with him. so when you try and explain that to a young or imature chrirtian they agree with what you say but don't truly believe it. therfore they don't actually seek God for His sake, they "seek" Him because its the "right thing to do". I have been enboldened again to seek out this truth out more fully and preach it to those brothers and sisters who are luke warm. I suppose this is the direction I have been asking God for. I should be qualified to talk about being luke warm as I have spent a lot of time there and know a lot of the nooks and crannies of it.
I found a link to a christian girl that I know's My Space. I was disturbed to see all the pop-culture, cosmopolitan, very modern, sexually charged photos and links to many "hot style" sites. It was obvious to me that she isn't curently walking with the Lord. It shook me enough to vent.
Its insane, its a mad fucking rush to nowhere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its a futile, empty way try and belong. its so sad. its so empty. there is nothing in it. it is the flesh being the flesh. Its "the lust of the flesh, lust of the eyes and the pride of life." or " boasting of what he has and does." so many succumb, so many of God's children seek it and want it. It breaks my heart, mainly because I found out I broke Gods heart when I did it. The things of the world are nothing, they're chaff in the wind, hollow gongs with no sustain or resonance. no meaning, no thought, no hope!!!!!!
There is truly nothing in the world that can satisfy. but many need to learn that, but many don't know the feeling of true satisfaction in Christ because they never went deep enough with him. so when you try and explain that to a young or imature chrirtian they agree with what you say but don't truly believe it. therfore they don't actually seek God for His sake, they "seek" Him because its the "right thing to do". I have been enboldened again to seek out this truth out more fully and preach it to those brothers and sisters who are luke warm. I suppose this is the direction I have been asking God for. I should be qualified to talk about being luke warm as I have spent a lot of time there and know a lot of the nooks and crannies of it.
I found a link to a christian girl that I know's My Space. I was disturbed to see all the pop-culture, cosmopolitan, very modern, sexually charged photos and links to many "hot style" sites. It was obvious to me that she isn't curently walking with the Lord. It shook me enough to vent.
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