Emotion and zeal= love for the lost relationships
what a difference a couple pictures can make to my heart. Just a few pictures of people at PdF brings back a thought and recollection of the relationship I have neglected. My heart and mind have been so into me. So into the things of the world and not those of the Body. My thoughts of career and musicsal energy have been all in the realm of the secular music biz, but oh how small and limited. How hollow and naive of me to think that any success there would bring me satisfaction.
Oh, I still want the material benefits of a large income but the "hope" I put in them has been shown pale in comparison to the joy I have, until recently, forgotten. My only hope and prayer is that this won't fade and my zeal will be sustained. My heart does ache though that it might be impossible to visit the boys in QC. Not enough time in advance to ask off and traveling in the winter through mountains is foolish. Alas, I am moved again to song and guitar to further communicate my emotion.
Oh, I still want the material benefits of a large income but the "hope" I put in them has been shown pale in comparison to the joy I have, until recently, forgotten. My only hope and prayer is that this won't fade and my zeal will be sustained. My heart does ache though that it might be impossible to visit the boys in QC. Not enough time in advance to ask off and traveling in the winter through mountains is foolish. Alas, I am moved again to song and guitar to further communicate my emotion.
posted by Jason at 7:56 PM
11 Comments:
so is it impossible to go? i wish for you that you could. that'd be nice. i too would like too once again quebec people. oh sigh. well jason i hope today you have a very lovely day whevever and whatever you do!
well maybe not impossible just improbable. I didn't askfor it off and my presence at work is valueable, in the sense that there aren't many supervisors. Plus traveling for eight hours in the winter in the mountains may not be very wise. And I don't wantto make an 8 hour drive for just a weekend or so.
ah, yes, suppose that makes sense. i forget lately that roads are bad in winter -- easy to forget when i never drive!
WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!!!!!?????? Get back here and post my friend!!!!! you are TRULY missed!!!!
:) I've been around. I just haven't felt like blogging, thats all. Not much I want to say, I guess.
well your posts are missed and i look forward to your return one day
jason will you PLEASE post some more. i miss it
oh where oh where has Jason gone?
oh jason i miss your words.
i miss jason's words aswell. gosh it's been now longer than a month.
wow, you guys sure do miss me, huh?
well you might see some activity soon, as you have motivated me to post. Trust me I'm not dead, just not motivated to type anything...until now.
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