my new, and NOW COMPLETE new song!!!

It almost seems
like I could get there without
anything
Easily, alone.
it almost seems like I am there already
If I could
get past myself, if I could

Let go and let God
It's not like I don't know
Thre's so much more than what I see
Thank you for not showing me all at once
Protecting me and my eyes

It is you
Who brings to me entirely
Contentment and satisfaction
I wish I
walked in knowledge of that
faithfully
Easier said than done

Oh I get it
It's the way that you use
The journey changes me as I go
So much for my efforts to arrive
I have to stay in the now

Turning points come so close to breakdowns
It's hard to tell the one from the other

A crash of self, colapsing pride
A change of mind and heart, inside
A life takes a turn, behold the light
The soul is now revived

I thought I knew
I thought I had it all
Figured out
What more could there be?
But it seems
Not everything fits
Inside my head
Inside my limited brain

Hallelujah, you really are God
It's like I almost forgot who you are
All the while i thought I remembered
You are the Way , the Truth, and the Life

nice warm shower time

I always wonder the reason for deleted comments. Did you change your mind? Did you say something bad/wrong? And who is the mystery deleter? These thing always cross my mind.
Perhaps I'll blog after all.
I just finished, for the day, cleaning my room. Its always a big job whenever I do it. I don't do it very often at all. To be honest maybe once or twice a year. It gets pretty dusty so when I finally clean it I kick up the dust as I go. Generally I sleep poorly for the first few nights....alergies! So hopefull I will sleep well enough.
Off to a nice warm shower. Merry Christmas everybody!!!!

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a current,
a wave ,
the sun ,
a name.
a thought,
a way,
the numbers,
the game.
too many lives lost
too many ways gone, by the way side.
today is the day,
tommorrow is lost.
a few more for me,
no more for you.
the lies,
the faith,
the love ,
the hate.
my name,
your name,
our names,
the place.
power is moving all about this ones life, tomorrow is not here, today is not there
it is right now, the one is consuming the thoughts that will do me, forever.
all I know is the sum of whats there, the motion of time is thinning the air
must breathe more carefully now, no one is for sure,
let me take the time now and make some more

Mac Daddy still

so i've been asked to post. I guess I should oblidge. Musically good things are happening, mainly because i've spent a buch of time with my Mac working on putting music on it. I have old practice tapes that Ive had for years and am now converting them to mp3's and aiff files so as to put them on CD. Or send them to people. I am going to try and collect all the music I've been a part of, either written or played an instrument on, all of it I can. So as to have a portfolio of such. The quality of a lot of it is poor. Most of it was recorded on tapes as a split second decision so the recording devices were crappy little tape players. And some of the stuff is just me on a bad 4 track. I really didn't know how to use it so the mix is awful. until later