I love my sister.

you said it Dave

suddenly my life is painfully boring and lonely. All of a sudden it's nice and warm and appropriate to be outside and do things outside, but lo, I have no such friends to oblige. My life has been boring right along, it's just....today it really hit and hurt.
Nothing excites me anymore. Nothing but music. Nothing satisfies or stimulates like music. I have become UNcomfortably numb.

upon request

Here are the tenetively finished lyrics from my "finished" new song. A potential revision is pending a meeting with an actual producer.

"Regret, disappointment.
Funny how in the sceme of things, these things don't matter much.
People don't ask what you regret, they don't care, they carry their own.

One life's regret is enough for one person to carry for a lifetime.

Lovingkindness, understanding.
Life's ironies keep me interested.
They flavor the spice of life.
They keep nonsense fresh, they give laughter breath.
Only the One knows the way life really goes.

Underneath, we all climb we all fall.
Though not everyone shows their lifelong cares and whoas.

Why me? Why now? Why not?
I must
Find my way through, to this Throne of Grace."

take time to read the fine print

What would a kiss do to me? I don't know really. I guess it would depend on who it was and why it happened. That'll be the day!
Time changes everything and why can't I be the same as I was. I find it hard to re-destroy the things I've re-built after destroying them several years ago for the Lord. I hate/love it when the Word exposes my sin and heart so eloquently.

Anyway here's a portion of my new song lyrics, as I am still writing them.
"Rain falls on a dry soul
Thirsty for new life.
Light finds it's way through
Bringing with it awakening

Look on towards horizons, fields of soaring dreams......"

song thingy

Your 2005 Song Is

Mr. Brightside by The Killers "It started out with a kiss How did it end up like this It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss" Let's just say you're happy to be done with 2005!

What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

and I love this song

without breath

to behold true innocence and genuine love is completely overwhelming.

wow

man, beauty is truly amazing. It feels so good to look at and hear, it brings so much warmth to the heart. I love it.
There are so many facets of beauty, and all of them satisfy or make you want more. and more and more and more.
When you let your guard down and let true beauty in, there aren't words to express the experience, it just is, and that's all you can say. Beauty can take you to places never before traveled, it can bring you along a path you would never imagine going down before. I must be careful of what beauty could do. I must remember that beauty is fleeting and like a flower, here today and gone tomorrow.